In love once more

2007-09-23T05:37:00.000-07:00

I'M THE LUCKIEST GIRL IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!
LOL =PPP

2007-09-20T01:05:00.000-07:00

Sorry,Blame it on me
by:Akon

As life goes on, I’m starting to learn more and more
about responsibility
And I realize everything I do is affecting the people
around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things
that I've done
And things that haven't occurred yet
And things that they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my sons
I’m sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl

(Bridge)
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

(Chorus)
You can put the blame on me (4x)
Said you can put the blame on me (3x)
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast I wish
I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry that your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

(Bridge)
I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should have never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
Enter 21 you know the club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
For rising back out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame

Even though the blame’s on you (3x)
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me (2x)
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

(Instrumentals)
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

(Fade)

Hahas can't help but post lyrics again =pp
this song is pretty nice anyway even though it's sort of lengthy lol

hehexx but i will be nice this time..
i will post something short-which is not lyrics lols
Tml will be the first paper of EOY le(english)
must jiayou!! Must get B3 or else...
Gotta learn my physic too!!
something which im seriously not good at...
stupid physic i hate it!

Hope i will be able to do well this time round
haha i wanna get at least 4 As n no Ds lol
Praying hard dat i wun fail any subjects at all =D

Shall stop posting here :))
tata~

Good luck to everyone out there for EOY
Cheers:)

2007-08-28T03:37:00.000-07:00

Artist: Enrique Iglesias
Album: Insomniac
Year: 2007
Title: Do You Know? (The Ping Pong Song)

Do you know?
Do you know?

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can’t get it to speak
Maybe if I knew all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give.

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
If you just don’t talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
There's a question: Is she needed?
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did
I could never see us ending like this.

(Do you know?)

Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that’s never ever happened to me.

(Do you know?)
But after this episode I don’t see
You could never tell the next thing life could be

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

(Do you know?)
(Do you know?)
(Do you know?)
(Do you know?)

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?(Do you know how it feels?)
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?(Do you know how it feels?)

(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do you?)
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do you?)

2007-08-27T05:18:00.000-07:00

Artist: The Click Five
Album: Modern Minds And Pastimes
Year: 2007
Title: Jenny

She calls me baby
then she won't call me
Says she adores me a
nd then ignores me
Jenny
what's the problem

She keeps her distance
and sits on fences
Puts up resistance
and builds defenses
Jenny
what's the problem?

You leave me hanging on the line
Every time you change your mind

First You say you won't
then you say you will
You keep me hanging on
and we're not moving on
We're standing still
Jenny
You got me on my knees.
Jenny
it's killing me.

She needs her own space
She's playing mind games.
Ends up at my place
saying that she's changed
Jenny
what's the problem
I'm trying to read between the lines
You got me going out of my mind

First you say you won't
then you say you will
You keep me hanging on
and we're not moving on.
We're standing still
Jenny
You got me on my knees
Jenny
it's killing me
It's killing me
It's killing me
Jenny

First you say you won't
then you say you will
You keep me hanging on
and we're not moving on
We're standing still
Jenny
You got me on my knees
Jenny

First you say you won't
then you say you will
You keep me hanging on
and we're not moving on
We're standing still
Jenny
You got me on my knees
Jenny
It's killing me
It's killing me
Jenny

2007-08-13T03:36:00.000-07:00

The Great Escape Boys Like Girls lyrics
Artist: Boys Like Girls
Album: Boys Like Girls
Year: 2006
Title: The Great Escape

Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye
But we got one more night
Let's get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Tonight will change our lives
It's so good to be by your side
But we'll cry
We won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause we're young
And we'll feel so alive

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Stranger Hilary Duff lyrics
Artist: Hilary Duff
Album: Dignity
Year: 2007
Title: Stranger

Nobody believes me when I tell them that you're out of your mind
Nobody believes me when I tell them that there's so much you hide
You treat me like a queen when we go out,
wanna show everyone what our love's about
All wrapped up in me whenever there is a crowd
But when no ones around

Theres no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell whats going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life
You're not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too

Did I ever do anything that was this cruel to you?
Did I ever make you wonder who was standing in the room?
You made yourself look perfect in everyway
So when this goes down, I'm the one that will be blamed
Your plan is working so you can just walk away
Baby your secret's safe

Theres no kindness in your eye
she way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell whats going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life
You're not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too

Such a long way back, from this place we arrived
When I think of all the time I've wasted, I could cry

Theres no kindness in your eye
she way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell whats going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life
You're not the person that I once knew
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too

Theres no kindness in your eyes
The way you look at me, it's just not right
I can tell whats going on this time
Theres a stranger in my life
You're not the person i once knew
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see a stranger too

2007-08-02T05:47:00.000-07:00

Artist: Avril Lavigne
Album: The Best Damn Thing
Year: 2007Title: When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]

2007-07-02T05:09:00.000-07:00

Weeexx...
lol went ice-skating today...
fun fun:)
went wif cerlyn n frenz...den wait for one of them for almost half an hour...lol..

went there half breakfast first
eat mac...they eat i didn't
den after eating go skate le...
saw many ppl fall - quite funny (sorry didn't meant to laugh :p)

at first i dun dare to skate derx...den cerlyn slowly pull me lohx
hahas dun look down on me okiie
im a pretty fast learner :)
i can balance n slide a little...hehex

even though im not as good as cerlyn
but i still can skate (but not on my own hahas)
fall 2 times onli...hahas good bahx...lol
den after dat lunch eat cup noodles
quite expensive i tink...2 plus for a cup of noodle wif egg
eat n wait for the ice to re-surface

den skate again till 3 plus
den go change and go home

hahas, brought new things todae n yesterday:)
*new shoes
*new clothes
*new shoe bag
okiie dats all (not really many things but nvm)

shld blog till here
tata~

2007-06-25T03:57:00.000-07:00

.....
Sianz...nth to do now...
so i shld blog (lol, i know im blogging now)

Sat
Went tuition first den meet with cerlyn
erm den go to marina bay( i think :P)
walk walk around...den later jin kai, zi kai n derrick come
den we eat lohx...we as in me n cerlyn only
the guys just sit there... ONe play fone, the other 2 kept toking till me n cerlyn can't eat finish our dinner...lol...
den they go play basketball...me n cerlyn go for a concert...
blah blah blah...

Sun
nth to do execpt for homeworks!! last minute...
well it's typical me anyway...

Today
even more sianx...spotcheck in the morning..
hahas im soo damn lucky...no kana caught :)
and i oso jus realised dat the new principal-damn fierce
dun realli like her...

Now
blogging of course...
watching tv at the same time...
err and oso chating...lol...

Dats all im gonna blog...
tata~

2007-06-14T20:37:00.000-07:00

Im back!! lolls
Haiz...no money=no shopping

Played basketball on tuesday with peiqi n honghwee
fun...hahas den played till i get sunburned
very bad sunburned....my face was like damn red n hot
the worse sunburned i can say...hahas

Very sian this few daes..
nth to do at home
wanna go out oso can't...

Anyways heard this few songs this week
- Big Girls Don't Cry (by fergie)
- Say Ok (Venessa)
- Beautiful Girl (dunno who)
- Never Again (by Kelly Clarkson)
I just lurve these songs...lol

boring boring boring...
I wanna make a wish----
*wishing*
I wish dat i got lots of money so dat i can go out wif MVP2
and cerlyn---
lol...hope dat moii wish come true...

So blog till here
tata...

2007-06-03T22:54:00.000-07:00

Bloggin----
vIOLET arh, the song -4in the morning- is new de la...loll...

Haiz...tot gonna have overnite camp for band
but i guess maybe dun have le bahx
I WAN OVERNITE CAMPS!!!
heheeex den can play terror hunt
-Wahahaha (but i dun dare to play...see ppl scream very nice)
hehehexx im evil:))))
lol

I dun wan to change band instructor again!
Mr Er is a good instructor
change again for wad...
change change change, later all instructor in s'pore change untill dun have le la

And and and..
I wanna watch Piratex of the Carribean
Cerlyn arh, when you coming back? lol
watch finish this movie le den watch Sherk 3!!
Wahahaha----but too bad...im goin broke...

I wan money $$$
I wan go shopping $$$
I wan go escape $$$
I wan ........... $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ (money again:x)

There's really nth free in this world i guess
haiz, everything need money
no money will die arh...
This is -REALITY-

Back to reality den
tata~

2007-05-24T01:11:00.000-07:00

Back to blog again...
Tml getting back my report book WITH my mom
hope she wun nag n nag n nag

Hahahs...yesterday as damn fun
went to swenson for dinner after band
have grilled fish with sambal *(nice:))
den after dat went to uk fun fair
spent bout 50 plus i think..
played a lot of rides...lol
den go home (cut short,cos lazy to blog dat much)

Heard this song weeks ago
by gwen stefani-i lurve her songs =)
its new but not really dat popular yet i think
quite nice...lurve the middle part :)

Artist: Gwen Stefani
Album: The Sweet Escape
Year: 2006
Title: 4 In The Morning
Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink inIt’s all over me
I’m lying here in the dark
Watching you sleep, it hurts a lot

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

I give you everything that I am
I’m handin’ over everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the morning
And the tears are pouring
And I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?

Baby if we’re gonna do it, come on do it right
All I wanted was to know I’m safe
Don’t want to lose the love I’ve found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down
It’s not fair how you areI can’t be complete
Can you give me more?

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

I give you everything that I am
I’m handing over everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the morning
And the tears are pouring
And I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we’re gonna do it, come on do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can’t escape the love
Give me everything that you have

And all I know is
You’ve got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

I give you everything that I am
I’m handing over everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the morning
And the tears are pouring
And I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we’re gonna do it, come on do it right

Give you everything
Give you all of me

Go and hear this song..
its very nice:)
so tata <33

2007-05-11T20:55:00.000-07:00

Hahas
yesterday was a FUN day...
fun fun fun...
did lots of things at sentosa (even though need a lot of $$)
So gonna blog a super long one :)

Went out at 10 20 like dat to meet violet,pat n aloy at mrt station. Sorry arh violet :P make you wait soo long...den we went take train to yishun to meet priis. Sit from yishun to dunnno where (forgot le, hehex). Aloy went out of station cos he stomach pain...hahas....den MVP2 at inside nth to do, do stupid things like change slippers....lol...den went HabourFront-VIVO CITY. Go foodcourt eat n wait for jesper

Eat finish le go fourth floor i think...play with water n take pics. haha. den go buy tickets-$3. sit train to sentosa. Drop off at the beach station. Realise dat there change a lot since the last time i go there (when im like a primary kid :p) lol. then we dunno wan go where so take tram to Siloso beach. very few ppl there...me n priis go walk walk den saw a lot of "hunks" =x den play play.

Den a while very sian so we all decide to go underwater world. haha saw the tram so run like mad... i manage to get in but den when pat,violet,aloy,jesper n priis wan go in the tram move a little, haha lol. reach underwater world...all of us like sotong like dat walk pass the ticket counter but dunno where is it when wan to buy tickets....

Went in underewater world...saw a lot of FISHES! LOL. i dun dare touch at first , den priis touch till like very fun so i oso touch lox.. really very nice...the most we touch is stingrays. Hahas cant believe we everyday eat stingray in school den at there touch stingrays till so nice...Take lots n lots of photos...Wait till i upload it tml, hahas:)

den went take bus to Pawalan beach play water there for like one hour...pat, jesper,violet n aloy went all the way down, i went half way n join priis...see them playing den take pictures of them...den got one wedding couple at there take wedding photos...lol...

change le den we go see dophins...Pink in color de! lol. How i wish i could play with them lol...all soo damn cute de...im gonna own one! (impossible!) den watch finish the show we go somewhere watch sunset...but too bad cant cos got lots of big fat clouds blocking...lol...so we go off to 7 eleven to eat...bot 6 plus dat time..soo damn damn damn hungry lohx....lol...den we wait for the tram to go to see the "Song of the seas". At first dunno how to go, but den ask one of the driver den we know lols. Reach there just in time...the show damn nice...soo magical, soo fairytale. hahas...got fireworks,fire, songs and water!

Watch finish le we sit there take pics...den outside got lightings on the floor...took pics with it lol. den go home. actually wan take train de but many ppl so take bus...den we all run like hell...aloy's slipper even drop out hahas...sit to habourfront...they go home...i go find my parents....
eat burger king...

Den go home...
Watch a scary n disgusting show "Dead Alive" on the way home
reach home, bathe, sleep.

2007-05-10T00:12:00.000-07:00

Change blOgskin.....
Not gonna get my As for a.maths for sure..
I wanna do my confession!!!
But i just can't...not here, not now...

Anyways...heard this song like last week
Its nice at least for me...
Love the video too...hahas...

Glamorous
(feat. Ludacris)
If you ain't got no money take yo'broke ass home
You say: If you ain't got no money take yo'broke ass home
G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S, yeah G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S
[B-Section:]
We flying the first class
Up in the sky
Poppin' champagne
Livin' the life
In the fast lane
And I wont change
For the glamorous, oh the flossy flossy
[chorus:]
The glamorous,
The glamorous, glamorous (the glamorous life)
For the glamorous, oh the flossy flossy
[Verse:]
Wear them gold and diamonds rings
All them things don't mean a thing
Chaperons and limousines
Shopping for expensive things
I be on the movie screens
Magazines and boogie scenes
I'm not clean, I'm not pristine
I'm no queen, I'm no machine
I still go to Taco Bell
Drive through, Ross, hell
I don't care, I'm still real
No matter how many records I sell
After the show or after the Grammies
I like to go cool out with the family
Sippin', reminiscing on days when I had a Mustang
And now I'm in...
[B-section then chorus]
[Ludacris:]
I'm talking Champagne wishes, caviar dreams
You deserve nothing but all the finer things
Now this whole world has no clue to do with us
I've got enough money in the bank for the two of us
Brother gotta keep enough lettuce
To support your shoe fetish
Lifestyles so rich and famous
Robin Leach will get jealous
Half a million for the stones
Taking trips from here to Rome
So If you ain't got no money take yo'broke ass home
G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S, yeah G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S
[B-section + chorus x2]
[Verse:]
I got problems up to here
I've got people in my ear
Telling me these crazy things
That I don't want to know (fuck y'all)
I've got money in the bank
And I'd really like to thank
All the fans, I'd like to thank
Thank you really though
Cause I remember yesterday
When I dreamt about the days
When I'd rock on MTV, that be really dope
Damn, It's been a long road
And the industry is cold
I'm glad my daddy tell me so, he let his daughter know. [x3]

Going out with my girlfriends tml...
glad dat the exams is over for now...
And btw...My baby cousin(a few days old)is soo cutte!!!
Hazel Tan Zhi Yi----nice right...lol...

Blog till here...
Cheers:)

2007-05-07T03:29:00.000-07:00

Back to blog again!
Can't stand my sister lately...
She's a BIG attitude problem...

Im damn glad dat i memorise healthcare for social studies
I manage to write out everything dat i memorise
Just hope dat it will pull my history grades up:)
Tml still got biology and maths paper 2
Must jia you...hahax...

Guess wad...i went to the dental just now...
and i got my braces!!! Its purple in colour.and i think its ugly.
Can't really bite my teeth together and i gotta have soft food for dinner tonight...haiz...
Think im gonna slim down a little--hahas joking

Gotta study biology now...
tata.

2007-05-03T00:39:00.000-07:00

Im GOING TO BLOG! LOLll
Flung my chinese todae...
im soo dead.

Suddenly hear this song again yesterday
nice song i guess...

'Come Clean'

Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned

'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no lie
I defy

CHORUS
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm comimg clean, I'm coming clean

I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin

'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind

REPEAT CHORUS

I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming clean

REPEAT CHORUS

Let's go back
Back to the beginning

Life without mercy, who can save me!!!
I don't wanna live in reality anymore...
dreams is where i wanna belong...
It do hurts to live in reality...it realli do
It will be over soon...soon enough i guess...

Stop here.
Gotta study for my history n maths tml.
Jia you bahx...:)

2007-03-27T00:51:00.000-07:00

Weeeeee
hehex...im soo happy...

Guess how much i get for my chem
*rolling drum*.......... 14/15!!!
lol...
i cant believe for the retest i get so good when my chem is like shit..
wahahaha...

My report book grades oso very nice...
even though it's bad...
3 E8s:
English(tuition teaher is gonna kill me for this :p)
Chinese(im always like this)
Combined humanities(dunno wad to say)
2 B3s:
All sciences(fail my physic badly)
2 A1s:
MATHS!!!(even though it's not very fantastic)
hahas ... :D

Dad's coming home tonight from europe
hahas...hope he bought things for mii

OKiie. Guess dats all for now.
Tata. :)
*praying for miracle to happen for our band :)

2007-03-12T02:54:00.000-07:00

...
play real badly today
hate myself

Going india tml...
had late lunch at pizza hut with daphne,fanny,yiyan,joanne and jun rong
say many jokes
den laugh till my cheeks turn numb.lol.
den eat finish le junrong,fanny n joanne go home
den e rest of us go walk walk
buy my buddy's present
den go home...

now of course at home...
sitting in front of my computer...
blogging...
lol...

I hate life suddenly...
its just seems scary to live in this big world
where i am just a 'tiny dot'...
things just happen suddenly...
come and goes as they wants to...

I wish i could control my own life...

2007-03-09T18:49:00.000-08:00

First of all
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PATRICIA!
sorry arh...cant give you ure present yesterday....
hope you enjoy at k box yesterday
hahas

Everything are still going fine for me this few days
nth bad happen n nth good happen
am i expecting for more or wad...
i have no idea...

Going to india on next tue
hahas...got runaway pig to pei me
lol...dun worry violet
you n aloy will get a chance to go together de
hahas.

still praying for a miracle to happen
hoping to achieve wad we band members really wans...

2007-03-08T01:21:00.000-08:00

Going india on next tue...
haiz...feel very excited bot it last week...
but now...i dun have the mood to go...

Today i damn blur.
xin bu zhai yan de...dunno wad i doing...
get hit by the door of itrr room...
den walk down stairs almost fall...
every lesson dunno even if im even listening to e teacher a not...
i really have no idea wad happen to me today...
den play guitar keep dropping e chip into e hole...

God bless me...
pray that tml not like today so blur le...
lol...

2007-03-06T01:10:00.000-08:00

Damn...its raining again...
I HATE RAINING DAYS!
bring my mood down...

NO mood le...
dun feel like blogging anymore for today.
so tata.

2007-03-02T22:24:00.000-08:00

Hahas
Reopen my blog...miss blogging so reopen lohx...

I hope a miracle happens...
bless us to have a silver at least for syf...
I cant help seeing us froma silver band drop to a dunno wad band...
just bless us...

Till now, i am still content with wad i have now...
people are selfish and so am i...
haha...guess you noe wad i mean...
if not...TOO BAD!

Hahaha
going india a week more...
hope it will be fun there...
got my injection yesterday...pain...
dunno is pain or numb la...
my hand just feels not right...hahax...

Will post again another day...

2007-01-27T04:16:00.000-08:00

Today so tired..
wake up at 6++ den meet daphne n go skool..
sian...the whole morning till now still damn sleepy lohx..
den go tuition oso at there sleeping..
me, priis n yu xuan(pri fren)
the 3 of us so tired...
cant stand it...

tml need wake up again...
got tuition...sian...
nth much to blog le...

2007-01-26T02:15:00.000-08:00

Should i or should i not?..Should, should not..
Should, should not...should, should not..
should, should not...should, should not..
somebody PLZ tell me wad to do..

LOLZ...
sian...tml go dunno wad finale thingy...
I DOWAN GO LA!..
go le cannot sleep late le XP..

Hate it!
Hate myself!

2007-01-25T04:39:00.000-08:00

Today go koi farm n cow farm..
stink la e cow farm...
think im goin to faint there... lol...
many thing happen...lazy to blog...

so tired...its been so long le...
haiz...forget it...
tml got hl...hate skipping le...
bleah :p

2007-01-17T20:32:00.000-08:00

Monday's child is fair of face,
Tuesday's child is full of grace,
Wednesday's child is full of woe,
Thursday's child has far to go,
Friday's child is loving and giving,
Saturday's child works of a living,
The child that was born on the sabbath day
Is bonnie and blithe and good and gay.

found this on a book
so i blog lo...
lol.

2007-01-16T01:01:00.000-08:00

My mind is loaded with so many things.
Haiz. Fan xi ren le.
Kept thinking about things.
Things that really may happen.

I'm so scared if those things really happen.
What will i do if those things really happen.
What will happen to me if those things really happen.

Questions never stop.
I dun even know how to answer them myself.
I'm really so useless and helpless.

Hope i can take my whole brain out so i can stop thinking.
FAN XI REN LE LA!

2007-01-12T18:42:00.000-08:00

I cant stand it anymore! Its so unfair in life..cant jux people be more grateful to those things they have...life is really unfair...often wonder why was i born into this world...why must there be such things as fate...why we cant get wad we want soometimes...i really cant figure out all this...is there really such things as paradise?I dun think so...If only i could end my life here i think it would be better...even if i die...where will i go??The existing hell or heaven...i jux have no idea...

2007-01-10T23:44:00.000-08:00

I noe my new year resolution le lol.

1) GOLD FOR SYF
2) GET AT LEAST B3 FOR ALL SUBJECTS
3) -secret- hehex =p

Sian...yesterday do maths protfolio till very late
tot today need 2 hand in de...den dun need...lol...
anyway do le next time dun need dat stress le...
haha...den hai wo today in class cant focus...feel like sleeping most of the time...lol

DAMN IT!!!
why change my seating arrangment again la!
jux got used 2 my new seating arrangment den change again..
den now i sit beside ALEX!!!
keep talkin de...oso good la...
talk talk talk den i wun be soo bored n wun feel like sleeping
lol...

Tml got sch again...sian...

2007-01-09T01:22:00.000-08:00

Sian...Go sch not fun de...
all ppl i dunno...den mr cheong put us in boy n girl sitting arrangment...
den sit beside a guy call qing hao (if im not wrong :p)
lol.

todae eng play dunno wad TABOO!
lol. so funny.
screaming here and there...lol...
den bio class go bio lab...
must use a toothpick n scape up e cells of a SHEEP LIVER!(damn er xin)
gd think i dunno need 2 do..haha..
den during ft got held back .
damn him.

2006-12-28T20:14:00.000-08:00

Lalala~
Sian...
theres always something that im kept in the dark
sometimes it seems that i dun even exist at all...
lol.

Gonna school reopen le..
sian...im gonna meet mvp2 again!
lol.

Nothing much to blog about..
Tata.

2006-12-22T20:34:00.000-08:00

Read this, its soo sweet:)

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough.
As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said....
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I dont want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldnt cry if you walked away...I'd die...
Felling down lately...haiz...
kakakaka.

2006-12-22T19:46:00.000-08:00

Wo bu xiang dang ben dan!

2006-12-19T02:19:00.000-08:00

Got wet soo many times todae...lol.
got umbrella is the same as no umbrella...lol.
ah-choo...got flu...haha...

Its been raining since yesterday...
non-stop. Now its still raining ...
haiz...wonder when the rain will stop...
i think i rather have snow den rain...
even though it will be colder when having snow but at least e place will be beautiful...
imagine e moment u wake up n look out of ure bedroom window, e whole place will be covered with white snow...waa! ^o^...lol.
part of my wishful thinking again...haiz...
wo xiang tai duo le...

tml got band again...tired...
wakakakaka.

2006-12-14T23:04:00.000-08:00

SINGLISH VS ENGISH
-Use Singlish, it's so much economical n effective
-Compare n See

When Going Shopping
- Britains: I'm sorry sir but we don seem 2 haf the sweater u want in ur size, but if u gif me a moment, i can call the other outlets 4 u.
-S'poreans: No Stock!

When returning a Call
- Britains: Hello, this is Mr Bean. Did anyone page me a few moments ago?
-S'poreans: Hello, who page?

When some1 is in the way
Britains : Excuse me, i'd like 2 get by. Would u please make way?
S'poreans: Lai, siam ! or Siam hor! or Skius!(excuse)

When some1 offers 2 pay
Britains : Hey, put ur wallet away, this drink's on me.
S'poreans: no need lah!

When asking 4 permission
Britains : Excuse me, but do u think it would be possible 4 me 2 enter through this door? S'poreans : (While pointing at the door) Can pass or not?

When asking 2 be excused
Britains: If u would excuse me 4 a moment, i have 2 go 2 the gents/ladies. Carry on without me, it would onli take a moment
S'poreans : Go toilet! Buay tahan ahh... ...

When doubting some1
Britains : I don't recall u giving me the money.
S'poreans: Got meh?

When disagreeing on a topic of discussion
British: Err. Tom, i have 2 stop u there. I understand where u r coming from but i really have 2 disagree wif wat u said about the policy
S'poreans : Talk cock lah u!

When asking some1 2 lower thei voice...
Britains : Excuse me, but could u lower ur voice, i'm trying 2 concentrate over here.
S'poreans: Eh, Tiam leh!

When asking some1 if he or she noes u
Britains : Excuse me, but i noticed u staring at me 4 some time. Do i noe u?
S'poreans : See wat see?! Buay Song ah!

Hahaha...fun-nee...lol.

2006-12-09T22:44:00.000-08:00

Sian...
change blogskin again...haha...
tml got band...haiz...realli sian...

wonder if im realli getting fatter each day anot...
lol...hope not...lol...
stop eating candiies for a moment...
but will get back to them later...haha=)

yumyum...

2006-12-07T21:08:00.000-08:00

Wakakaka
yesterday go see doctor...tot gonna have acupucture (dunno how 2 spell)
but den no..haha..sia si wo le..lol

have nightmares last night...
scary...cant sleep the whole nite...lol...
long time dun hav nightmares le...
haiz...
sian...

still eating sweets, chocolates and lollipops...
lol...but not getting any fatter... haha ...

2006-12-04T21:01:00.000-08:00

Gagagaga~

finally watch finish "er zuo ju zhi wen le"!
the show soo damn nice...i lyk e ending part e best...
the wedding part...haha...lol.
haiz..
how i wish my happy ending would be lyk dat...
sweet n unforgettable...
but tis is bu ke neng de...all my wishful thinking happens onli in my dreams...and dreams never come true...lol...

haha...this whole week no band at all...
but stay at home oso very sian...haiz...
sian sian sian...

continue eating lollipops, sweets n chocolates ba...
at least eating all this my life would be better...

2006-11-29T23:11:00.000-08:00

lalala~

sian..dun feel lyk bloggin..lol..
it seems dat "jealously" dat word is coming back 2 my side again...
hate dat word la!!

stupid! idiot!
nothing in the world is a good thing..
i bet ppl just fake out happiness..

gotta go get more chocolates..
lol..

2006-11-20T18:45:00.000-08:00

I GET INTO 3/7!!!!!!!!!
dunno is tis gd news or bad news...
haiz...sian...tml got band...full day de...
sian...

2006-11-20T00:33:00.000-08:00

BOOOOOOO!
!@#$^&#$@^$^%^%#^%4^%&
Sprained my leg on saturday,
limping yesterday,
now only swollen and hurts onli a little.

2006-11-13T00:29:00.000-08:00

Im soo damn lucky yesterday
get kiss by a cute dog e first time lol..
wahahahahahaha.

Wake up early in e morning make breakfast
my bread got burnt...lol...
den go sch...do band thing lor...
library work la...sian...
den oni daphne mi n ashley in e band room...
listen songs n do work...den mr neo come...
haha..he come early...lol...

12 plus go off...
go food court eat
i no eat ... oni daphne n ashley eat...den mi n jia huan c them eat
eat le go walk walk..
buy candies from minitoons...
den nth 2 do we go watch movie lor...
watch "The Covena"
quite nice...onli a little scary...sound effects soo loud
lol...

haiz...
think later at nite i cant sleep again...
these few days cant sleep lor...
ke lian de mi...

2006-11-07T20:45:00.000-08:00

Change blogskin
sian...nth 2 do...

ke lian de ashley..
hurt himself...lol...
sing a lot of songs yesterday...haha soo fun...
daddy (aloysius) n mommy (violet) oso got come...
haiz..too bad priis didnt come...
dat runaway pig oso didnt come...he runaway again...lol

stupid stupid stupid
crazy crazy crazy
mad mad mad
idiot idiot idiot
Im such an lunatic.

2006-11-04T23:42:00.000-08:00

something really scare the hell out of mi todae..
my daddy jux call jux now...
he told mi dat he was in e police station...
got car accident in e morning..
my dad's car got bang (i think) at e back of e car...
god bless dat my dad, mom n brother was okay...
onli kana some cuts..
thank god dat they were oksy..
now i noe why muz we really cherish our love ones le..
lol...
haha...

Yay!!!
daphne n violet came back 2 s'pore le..
misses them lots..
hmmm....*tinks what will they buy 4 mi..
haha...lol...
we are gonna play Green Hills Fantasy on mon...
hope we will sound good :)

Damn it..
cut my hair on fri..
rebond it too..
i cant believe dat i cut my fringe..
now i look SOO weird..
dun wanna go sch on mon...
dun feel lyk..
later e rest will say mi de..
includiong mr neo if im not wrong...
lol...
if i knew dat i will look weird
i should not cut my fringe le..
damn it ! Fuck !

I really have no idea how 2 face my frenz on mon
AND mr neo...

2006-10-31T23:16:00.000-08:00

Damn
todae , yesterday n the day before got band
den now tml got band oso...
haiz..
haha... 'Green Hills Fantasy' very nice...
todae i play oni e slow part cos b4 dat i teach pearline (pardon me if i spell wrong her name) all e concerts...
she very clever sia...can reach high f
haha...of course she can la...pri sch play trumpet de ma...lol...
horn slow part got nice solo leh..
soo nice...lurve it...

Daphne coming back on fri!!
Violet oso!!
haiz..misses them soo muchie...
everyday oso tink of them * haha , i so gud rite XD *
daphne come back le den i dun need 2 play alone anymore !
violet come back den MVP2 can go out n play le !

now watching 'silent hill' again..
nice nice :)
watch e 3rd time le...
sorry arh hong hwee...hehe...e show 2 nice la...
muz watch again n again...lol...

*tinks...missing violet n daphne*

2006-10-28T01:26:00.000-07:00

Damn... im gonna miss 2/5 soo damn much!
next year all of us will gonna be separated le...
all of us will go into different classes...
all of us will meet 'new' frenz...
all of us will study new subjects...
hahaha...

get back results le..
not very good...
Eng : 60
Chinese : 54
Maths : 72
Sci : 58
Geog : 70
History : 63
Lit : 53
D&T : 73
HE : 55
Art : 78

if onli my sci was good...
den i can choose triple sci..
haiz..now i cant le... onli can choose double sci
nvm...
next year, im gonna work hard (as in very hard)
gonna get into a good junior collage :) --am i thinking too far?--haha--

2006-10-26T21:11:00.000-07:00

Hahaha
Im fourteen le

celebrate my bdae last sun wif my family..
eat n eat n eat
my daddy order so many things 2 eat
all seafood la..
haha ... gud tink im not allegry 2 seafood
or else i'll miss everything XD
get so many presents..
but not even 1 from ______. him la
lol ... jux kidding ...

wahahaha
gd tink i didnt get scoldings during band..
the day b4 im soo scared sia..
lol
haiz...still got tml...
next week ... mon n wed (band) ...
DAPHNE!!! HURRY UP COME BACK LA!!!
im missing violet toooo...
haiz...
whoever wanna curse me better curse me NOW!!!
i wanna get real sick so i dun need 2 go 4 band...
silly idea ... i know
lol

miss violet and daphne ...

2006-10-19T18:33:00.000-07:00

Muawahahahaha
mon my birthday!!!
im gonna be 14 soon!!!
still got ( including today) 4 more days till my birthday..

actually i dun care bot presents...
i jux 1 2 have a wish..
DAPHNE DUN GO SUZHOU!!!
If only wishes are true..
but its seems dat whatever i've wish 4
they dun come true at all..
wishes are all fake!!!

Waaaaa... im really really gonna die if she go suzhou..
im not good at high notes...
my tone is not as good as hers...
if she go le...
it will be e same as end of e world 4 me...
i noe i cant stop her from goin...
its not dat i wanna be selfish...
but i really need her!!!
waaaa...without her i definetly give mr neo scold till very badly 1..
die le la!!
If im not scared den dat will be good..
but e problem is dat...
im scared...
damn scared...

i dunno wad 2 do le la...
juz kill me...

2006-10-14T02:11:00.000-07:00

I DUN GIVE A SINGLE DAMN ANYMORE!!!
i dun care...
i dun want..
n...
i dun need...

jux came home from tuition..
haha..tuition time very funny...
tok wif e tuition t'cher...
guess riddles..
ha! tink im getting smarter :)
dats good thing...
i lurve being happy
lol...as if others dun lyk..
lol...

so wad if i dun give a damn..
so wad if i dun care...
im selfish okay...
i only care bot myself...
only myself n nth else...
n thats thats.

2006-10-12T02:45:00.000-07:00

Wednesday
Art exam..
color till my hand all black...
lol...
color till my hand soo suan...
den after tis last paper...
go cwp wif priis, divya, zafirah n mardiah
watch divya n zafirah take neoprints...
haha...
soo fun...help them decorate e pics...

den go home...
meet priis den go bugis..
shop shop shop...
den later she go find somebody...
den i go find my mommy..
den go toa payoh..
take train...
master sms me..but i can't reply back...
sorry...fone no $$$ le...

reach toa payoh..
go SAKURA n eat..
lyk buffet lyk dat..
eat untill very very full...
soo many tinks 2 eat lor...
den 9 plus take train go 2 sembawang n meet daddy..
den go home...

Today
juz came back frm cwp
buy so many tinks..
take neoprints...
eat 2 crystal jade de chicken wings..
nice sia...
den go timezone play a while..
soo fun...

nth 2 write le..
contiune tml ba..

2006-10-10T00:55:00.000-07:00

Wahahaha
finally... last paper...
k not exactly last paper...
but every paper dat is needed 2 study all finish le
Wahahaha

now i finally can play le..
goody...
haiz...
haiz...
haiz...
i've got nth 2 write...but tink theres many things on moi mind...i wanna get it off me. i'll die if i keep thinking...shou bu liao le la!...wang ba dan...chou ji dan...ya dan...ji dan...sha dan...ben dan...nu dan...ca ye dan...chi ji dan...jian dan...

Cannot tink of anymore dan le....

2006-10-07T04:03:00.000-07:00

Waa!!...Tis time i really die le la!
im gonna fail my science!!
no please...
i mux pray damn hard not 2 fail my science
i wan 2 go into the same class as him next year..
but now guess i cant le...
its 2 impossible...
i shld study!!!
i shld!!..
damn now den i regret..
WHATS THE USE!!!

mon maths n lit paper...
tue chinese paper 2...
wed art...
thur n fri...PLAY!!!
hahaha...
cant wait 4 e day 2 come...

haiz..
now all i wan is a miracle
a miracle dat gives me wad i wan
i wan a miracle...

2006-09-29T18:35:00.000-07:00

Muhahaha...
lol...

yesterday wait 4 my "master" till 7pm..
waa i soo good sia...
lol...
his maths t'cher la..
ask them back 4 maths file check..
den mux wait 4 her till her meeting finish..
den wait wait wait...
wait until 7pm
den she say ask them 2 go home..
mon den check file..
lol...
i can't even believe dat i wait 4 him leh...
hahaha...

while waitin (3pm-5pm)...
i go 2 5th floor wif pat n jesper...
dun cry le la pat..
see euu cry makes me wanna cry oso leh..
mux SMILE...
i believe dat both of euu will last...
FOREVER
dun cry anymore le okie..
or else there will be flood in woodlands area le...
ppl will cause u arh...

2006-09-28T00:50:00.002-07:00

Waa...todae in class we soo high sia...
play paper balls (actually dats yesterday)
paper planes (e guys)
childish rite...
but i still lurve my class...
haiz...now den i realise dat very fast our class is gonna fen kai le...
haiz...

haha...
cant believe dat now den i noe wad is..
fuck...
lol...
tink im not gonna ever ues dat word again...
so er xin..

todae chinese oral...
so scary...
tink im gonna fail my oral!!!
dunno wad e t'cher toking lor...
i kept saying "huh"..
den dunno wad 2 tok about...
i almost wif t'cher fa dian...
lol...

next week EOY!!!
i haven study!!!
die le...
dun even feel lyk studying lor...
haiz...
dunno wad 2 do...
mux bi myself 2 study...
mux get my 4 main sub 75 n above den i can change new fone...
mux jia you =D

2006-09-23T22:54:00.000-07:00

Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i ok le...
lol...

haiz...
after one nite of gd slp..
i feel soo damn much better le..
hahaha...

next time i dun wan get sick le
sick soo xin ku
cannot eat tis..
cannot eat dat..
den still need 2 eat lots n lots of medicine..
eat until i wanna vomit..
drink water oso soo xin ku..
at nite oso cannot slp..
slp a while cough..

i NEVER, EVER gonna get sick again..
even though get sick can dun go skool
haha...
but sick soo xin ku...

soo u all (hu ever it is)
mux take care of urself...
dun even tink about gettin sick...

haiz...
haiz...
haiz...

nth 2 write le...

2006-09-22T01:08:00.000-07:00

Blablabla...
haiz..
nth much 2 write...

DAMN HIM
DAMN YOU!!!
F..better dun say tis word
i dun wan be a bad girl..
lol..

goin 2 eoy le..
haiz..die le la!!!
dun even noe if i can get wad i wan anot...
if i didnt kao hao...
den me mommy will ground me
damn..
mux study VERY VERY HARD
i noe say i no use..
mux do it
but i feel soo lazy lor...
haiz..

got cough n flu
realli realli realli got cough n flu..
but dunno y c u den ok le
maybe ure realli moi medicine ba..
hahaha...
lol...

feel soo sleepy now..
wan 2 slp le..
shall end here...

2006-09-20T02:07:00.000-07:00

Read this, sad but touching.....

Message: can any message be more touching than this?
Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.
Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the =only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our =lives.
Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.
Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.
Daniel: What game?
Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.
Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the =following weeks..

=20
DAY 1:
They watched their first movie together & were
both touched in the =romantic film.

DAY 4:
They went to the beach & had a picnic...
Daniel & Jasmine had their =quality time together.

DAY 12:
Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House..
=Jasmine was scared and she tried to touch Daniel's hand
but by accident she touched someone
=else's and they both laughed..

DAY 14:
They saw a fortune teller down the road and
asked for their future. The =fortune teller said:
"My darlings, please don't waste the time of your
=lives... spend your time together happily."
Then tears flow from the =teller's eyes.

DAY 20:
Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor...
=Jasmine mumbled something.

DAY 28:
They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road,
Jasmine gave her first =kiss to Daniel by accident.

DAY 29:
11:37 pm

Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park
where they first decided to =play this game...
Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks?
I'll buy you one.. =I'll just go down the road..
Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.
Daniel: Wait for me...20 minutes later...
a stranger
approached Jasmine.

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?
Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?
Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel
& he is critical in =the hospital.

11:57pm

The doctor came out from the emergency room
& handed out an apple juice =& a letter to Jasmine.

Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.
Jasmine read the letter which says:
Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl
& I =am falling for you.. your cherished smile,
your everything when we =played this game..
& before this game ends, I would like you to be my
=girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you, Jasmine
...

Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..

"Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you...
Remember that night we =saw a meteor? I
mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together
=forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me,
Daniel... I love =you, you cannot do this to me

Then the clock strikes 12Daniel's heart stop pumping

=20
THEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY
************************************************
*************************=***********

Always love your loved ones & show them how you
feel before it's too =late.. You will never know when
they will be gone from your embrace.. If =you were
given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion
& love =to your love ones, today is the day.
Love them while they are still =here...

2006-09-19T02:37:00.000-07:00

hahahahaha..
i make de agar agar soo nice..
lol..

Haiz..
2 more weeks (i tink)
exam le..
soo fast..
i haven even started studying!!
clever arh..
lol..
guess quite a no. of ppl oso lor
same lyk me
haven study..
haha..

must study le..
jia you wor..
mux pray damn hard dat i will get at least 5 As..
but guess its impossible de..

2006-09-18T05:01:00.000-07:00

Haiz..
Todae soo many ppl in class soo moody
cheer up guys!!
Live ure life to the fullest everyday
seeing you guys
or shld i say girls...
moody..
makes me moody too...

I noe there's smth other ppl juz can't understand
soo u girls gotta learnt 2 make ure self happie
u noe..

smth i jux dun understand
does cutting ure self..
making ure self moody..
tinking of having ure own precious life ended..
e rite tink 2 do??

i dun tink so..

cherish wad u hav now..
everyone..
everytink..
dun make ure self regret in e future..
understand..

soo..
remember..
Live to the fullest every, single day..

2006-09-15T20:35:00.000-07:00

Haiz..
mon got chinese oral sia..
die le
me wan 2 no voice le la!!!

later still got miss oh tuition
sun oso got..
lol...

its seems lyk wad somebody said is write
haiz..
i oso dunno how 2 say
nvm..

im not jealous of you
(if you tink its you)
its jux somebody else
i dun even dare 2 tok 2 ya bot it
haiz..

gtg..
end here..

2006-09-13T05:54:00.000-07:00

Damn it
jealous...

i dunno wad 2 say
loss 4 words
im really damn confused now!!!
damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn
...

soo tired..
todae dun even feel lyk goin 2 skool
haiz..

nth much 2 write le
end here...

2006-09-09T05:47:00.000-07:00

Ha cant believe dat me blog 2 times todae
Guess wad
somebody finALLly understand how i feels
its realli better 2 eat chocolates n sweets
lol...

Childhood love is lyk kindergarden
theres no realli wrong or rite
ppl took hu u are when ure kindergarden
but now
they dun...

so i say
isn't kindergarden..
sweet...
lovely...
cute...
n everyday is filled with------> LOVE.

2006-09-08T20:33:00.000-07:00

---->Thursday
------>Soo fun
-------->But tired

ME, my dardars [Priscilla, Violet, Patricia]
n their dardars[Jesper n Aloysius][He didnt go-bleah]
go east coast park
2 celebrate violet dardar's birthdae
oh anyway Happie Belated Birthdae violet!!
we had soo damn much fun!!

WE meet at bot 11 plus
they all late
i oso hehe
oni pris came early
we go eat n wait 4 pat
den later go ecp
sit bus so long lor
sit till butt pain( kidding)

ride bike, play water

soo damn fun
too much 2 write
den when go home, in e bus
soo cold sia
violet oso veri cold

den me mommy so gud
call me where am i
ask me take care, be careful
lol

--->Friday
----->Band

Guess we play damn badly again
lyk wed...

go 4 sectional in e morning den combined
play till lyk wad mr neo say
SHIT
den mr neo nag n nag
lol

dun wan write le
__END__

2006-09-06T06:26:00.000-07:00

Hahax..tml goin east coast park
wif all moi dardars..
n moi dardars de dardars
lol

Haiz...
im soo DAMN DAMN DAMN jealous!!
i cant help it at al!!
it comes and go
hate it
i dun even tinks that person noe dat im jealous
waa!! stupid la
jealous jealous jealous
i tried to ren
but its seems that im cant ren anymore
stupid, idiot, ***!@#$%)(mailto:&*^%$@!@#$%^&**(^%@!!

Waa.. i wan 2 cry le la!!!

Nvm cannot ren oso mux ren
no mood 2 write on le
so me end here
bubi..

2006-08-31T06:23:00.000-07:00

Ha..change blogskin...
haix sian arh..
nth to do sia...

tml after tuition go library
haha..
soo sian lor...

todae celebrate teachers dae
soo fun
ha gud tink jun rong didn't break down todae
so else die le..

go back 2 pri sch wif mandii after dat
soo many ppl waitin outside 2 go in
den they all stand outside lyk waitin 4 stars lyk det
lol

haha..saw dickson, ting wei, alvin, guang jing, elson...n others
e guys lyk all change lor
except 4 elson
lol

go into sch finally at bot 2 plus i tink
b4 dat we walk here walk there soo many times lor

den when get inside sch half an hour get gan chu qu lor
not fair
hmmph

den we all go play badminton
play till soo damn tired
my legs seems as if they are gonne break anytime
my left hand oso
lol

Anyway still enjoy myself todae:)

2006-08-25T20:25:00.000-07:00

Hax...sry ya...too laxy 2 blog
now den me blog...

yesterday so tired
in e moring me mommy bring me n mandii 2 skool
den cannot meet HIM
not fair...

den later reach skool le
study lit
or shld i say tok wif mandii
wait 4 HIM 2 come
soo long till i get so...
k nvm

after a while HIM came
dunno y dun feel lyk tokin 3 HIM
sry....
ignore HIM till almost e end of skool

priscilla went back again after skool
take gud care of urself okie...

during art ask da dada 2 sent me love me
so long sia
wait till siao
but gud tink me battery no go off so fast

after skool still didn't tok 2 him
onli 4 a few words
but later smth happen
...i tok...lol
go buy bubble tea wif me band family
ME LURVE THEM ALL!!!
den go home

LURVE ALL ME DARDARS....

2006-07-21T21:05:00.000-07:00

You'll never know what I'm capable of
Because I hold it all inside
All the works I'm good at doing
You've never come to confide
You'll never know what I'm capable of
I'm not quite sure myself
I hold it all back
Afraid to show my true potential
This courage I always seem to lack
You'll never know what I'm capable of
For those wonders you shall never see
And I shall remain hidden
Until my awaited destiny
You'll never know what I'm capable of
Your ignorance blocks the truth
And every day I wonder
Why I can't show my gifts to you
You'll never know what I'm capable of
I wish I weren't afraid
Too finally break free and open my mind
But I will never be that brave
You'll never know what I'm capable of
You're to busy always putting me down
And all the time I could be helping
You're to busy wearing the crown
You'll never know what I'm capable of
Why couldn't you just open your mind and see
But you only accept people like you
And never look for the other possibilities
Like ME.

2006-05-25T23:48:00.000-07:00

YEAH NO MORE LESSONS!!
CAN ENJOY...
BUT...i'll miss euu all....

haiz...todae tink almost e whole free dae is free time
onli 4 geog lessson
ha! ms sim 4got bot e holidae h/w
new geog teacher(miss annaliza)
oso no giv h/w
but maths got h/w
e e-learing tingii lor
haiz sian la...

tml got tuition
dun feel lyk goin
but still nid 2 go
say oso no use
haiz...

2006-05-25T00:00:00.000-07:00

Oo..later got meet the parents tingii
haiz...wonder wad mdm chang will say bot mii
how will moi results go..
hope its not dat bad....
i DID study...
haiz...

Holidaes got SOO many band practices
tink one wk gto 3 daes r 4 band
haiz sian..
can i dun go????

Dun tink i can quite enjoy myself durin june
nid 2 go 2 skool...
got tuition...
nid 2 study @hm...
but anyway tink im goin 2 downtown(escape)
....

Sian la...
later eat outside wif moi mom n dad
gtg...buib

2006-05-21T06:31:00.000-07:00

Fri after skool
mii,pris,violet n pat
went 2 watch When a stranger calls

but hor when we get there
no more show aldry...
so sad sob'
lol
anyway we watch
Posiden
a nice show i can say

The show is about a ship called posiden dat sink
then ppl try 2 escape...
blah blah blah...
its a veri trilling show i can say..
muz watch if euu haven watch...

Todae so sian...
go wif moi dad 2 sambawang park
he got dunno wad workshop
i at hm nth 2 do so follow him lor
haiz hu noes go there more sian
haiz...

Get hm at 6...
then i bath n do moi ipw
juz finish
haiz...
poor mii n pris...lol

................

2006-05-18T00:58:00.000-07:00

Argg!!! Tmr maths file check!!!

Anyway i dun nid 2 worry
i done moi porfolio aldry
hehehe...lol
but i still scared lor
wad if ms ng not happie wif moi profolio
haiz...

Todae got CD
then pe
pe we play our own hehe
i n pris play volley ball
2 of us hit e ball till it fly everywhere....
lol
then after recess is mt

yeah! miss sim no come
so we go library
Daddy sit wif us theni n pris n pat slp
violet do her portfolio
but i cannot slp (poor mii lol)
cos daddy kept talking n kickin e table
hmmph...

then got sci
we do dunno wad mirror ting
so sian till
then english...
skool ends then we go n eat lunch
then nth 2 do go fitness corner
there soo hot
lyk sunan(not sure if its spell tis way) lor

Yeah...tmr we r goin 2 watch muvees...
WHEN A STRANGER CALL
Oo so wanted 2 watch dat
gtg
bubi

2006-05-16T23:11:00.000-07:00

Todae i get back moi history paper
Oo...guess how much i got
19/30!!!
I improved!!..
lol...but i fail one subject
SCIENCE!!!
WHY I FAIL MOI SCIENCE!!

i improved onli moi history n chinese
i tink...
so bad..
tink i'll get grounded during june holidaes

Its not dat i did not study hard
ok i admit i did not study very hard enough
but i REALLY REALLY do moi veri veri best

i dun understand how i fail moi science
i dun understand how i juz pass moi lit
i dun understand how i did so badly....
i really dun lyk tis..

I am goin to study during e june holidaes
(if i can)
I am goin to show moi dad n mom dat
im not stupid
i can do veri well too....

todae in class nth much happen
k i guess there is
lots of ppl didnt come cos they r sick
hai how i wish i was sick too then i dun nid 2 do my
portfolio till so siao
yesterdae ms ng say wan 2 check porfolio
but then todae say fri then check
wad e hack!!

but anyway i done aldry
so dun nid 2 xin ku todae
hehehe
lol....

2006-05-12T18:34:00.000-07:00

>girl:hey > >boy- i missed u at school today, why weren't you there? > >girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor. > >boy- oh realy? why? > > >girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.

> >boy- oh > >girl- so what did we do in math today? > >boy- u didnt miss anything that great.......just lots of notes > >girl- ok good > >boy- yeah > >girl- hey i have a question...... > >boy- ok, ask away > >girl-........how much do u love me? > >boy- u know i love u more than anything > >girl- yeah..... > >boy- y did you ask? > >girl-................>silence<.......... > >boy- is something wrong? > >girl- no nothing at all > >boy- good. > >girl- ..............how much do you care about me? > >boy- i would give you the world in a heartbeat if i could. > >girl- you would? > >boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding worried<>something > >wrong??

take a while, i'l call you later > >boy-........alright, i love u hun. > >very long pause< > > >girl- (with tea> >girl- no, everythings fine...... > >boy- are you sure? > >girl- yeah. > >boy- ok.......i hope so. > > >girl- ..............would u die for me?

> >boy- i would take a bullet for you anyday, hun > >girl- really? > >boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong??? > >girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine. > >boy- ............ok > >girl-......................well i have to go ill c u tomorrow at school. > >boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU. > >girl- yeah, i love u 2, bye. >

>THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL: > >boy- hey, have u seen my girlfriend today? > >friend- no > >boy- oh. > >friend- she wasnt here yesterday either. > >boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on the phone last nite. > >friend- well dude u know how gurls are sumtimes > >boy- yeah........but not her. > >friend- i don't know wht else 2 say, man. > >boy- well i gotta get 2 english, i'll c ya after school. > >friend- yeah i gotta get to science . > >THAT NIGHT: > >-ring- >-ring- >-ring- >-ring- >girl- hello? > >boy- hey > >girl- oh, hi. > >boy- why werent u at skool today? > >girl- uh.......i had another doctor appointment. > >boy- are yosick? > >girl- ..................um i have 2 go, my mom's callin on my other >line. > >boy- i'l wait. > >girl- it may r in her eye) look, i think we should break up. > >boy- what??? > >girl- its the best thing for us right now. > >boy- why??? > >girl- i love u. >click< > > >THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER >PHONE. > >boy- hey dude > >friend- hey > >boy- whats up > >friend- nothin, hey have u talked 2 ur ex lately? > >boy- no > >friend- so u didnt hear? > >boy- hear what? > >friend- um idk if i should be the one to tell u...... > >boy- dude, wtf tell me > >friend- uh....call this number....433-555-3468 > >boy- ok............ > >BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL > >-ring- >-ring- >-ring- >voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam. > >boy- uh.......i must have the wrong number, im looking for my friend. > >voice- what is her name, sir? >(boy gives info) >>voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here. > >boy- rele? y? what happened??? how is she??? > >voice- her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3. > >boy- WHT HAPPENED??!!!! > >voice- plz come by sir and you can see her, goodbye. > >boy- WAIT! NO! >*dial tone* > >BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING >IN THE HOSPITAL BED. > >boy- omg are u ok?? > >girl- .................. > >boy- sweetie!! talk to me!! > >girl- i.......... > >boy- u what?? U WHAT??? > >girl- i have cancer and im on life support > >boy- .....................>breaks into tears<...................... > >girl- they're taking me off 2night > >boy- y?? > >girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt > >boy- y didnt u tell me???? > >girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u. > >boy- u could never hurt me > >girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u. > >boy- ? > >girl- i love u more than anything, i would give u the world in a heartbeat. >i would die for you and take a bullet for you. > >boy- ........... > >girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be here w/u > >boy- then y'd u break up w/me? > >nurse- young man, visiting hours are over. > >BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES. > >but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions >so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him >because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would >cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died. > >NEXT DAY > >the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the >other... >THE NOTE SAID:i told her i would take a bullet for her....just like she >said

>she would die for me... > > >re-post this within 10 minutes or else the one you love will die. >[title it : if ur in love read this] >

2006-05-11T05:08:00.000-07:00

Todae is sports carnival.
Juz reach home..
k i mean 7 pm..
soo tired lor...

Todae morning
mr lee give us soo many chocolates>.<
but my m.n.m giv e HONG HANG BROS take away
I HATE THEM!!!!!
I HATE THE GUYS!!!!!

then e carnival starts at 9++
b4 dat so boring lor...
talks n dunno wad borin tinks
but after dat, we starts our carnival!!

2/5 ROX!!!
THE GURLS ROX!!
THE GUYS ROX!!

K anyway...
we won e captains ball
both guys n gurls
we oso won e netball
Woah!!! 2/5 gurls realli realli rox man!!!

I LURVE MOI CLASS!!!

but e tink is dat we did not win e class tingii
but nvm..
we still hav a wonderful time..
haiz...

Mr Lee why muz euu go...
we miss euu...
haiz...

2006-05-10T01:35:00.000-07:00

Todae lesson as usual..
science..
english..
recess..
maths..
history..

After skool,
we got a farewell party 4 mr lee
we play eat n take lots of photo...
soo fun...
mr lee oso get all our presents...

IM GONNA MISS MR LEE
WHY MUZ HE GO WHEN IM STARTIN 2 LYK HIM!!
WHY MUZ HIS EYE HAVE PROBLEMS!!
WHY!!WHY!!WHY!!
IM GOIN 2 CRY...

MR LEE IF EUU HAPPEN TO READ TIS MSG
ALL I WANA SAY IS WE 2/5 LURVE EUU!!!
WE WILL MISS EUU..
WE WILL REMEMBER EUU FOREVER...

Hope ure operation be a success..
remember us mr lee............

2006-05-08T03:00:00.000-07:00

YEAH TML LAST PAPER!!!!!!!!!!1

After tml i can enjoy lo...
soo gooody...
muacks:: i luv myself
lol

Anyway tml is e last paper
d&t paper
hahaha....

Todae miss chai(tink her name is spell tis way)
help mii n violet wif our work piece
soo good lor she...
but we haven do finish
tml mux stay back 4 a while
hmmm mabe 15 mins 2 finish it...

Haiz....
haiz....
haiz....

lol...k gtg gotta go n study d&t
last paper yeah!!!
lol
bubi....>.<

2006-04-21T20:01:00.000-07:00

todae jux go online ta listen ta songs
lol...
OMG my cuzzin got a samsung mp3 4 her birthdae
SOOOOO GD
I OSO WAN!!!!!!!!

NVM MOI BIRTHDAE I ASK PAPA 2 BUY ME I-POD
HEHEHE

soo gd lor got mp3
hmmph....
but theres one problem...
we dunno how 2 download songs
into e mp3
lol....

anybody hu noes can taggin miii
>.<
i cannot tag till my exams r finish soo
bb
will b back a few weeks later
sobb....i will miss my bloggie
lol

2006-04-20T02:57:00.000-07:00

Haiz jux get home...
jux naw in skool we do portfolio
do until lyk siao lor
nid ta do soo mani correction

after tt we go find miss ng n giv her e file
then...nonono we go canteen n eat first
then we go giv file
then go n find daddy(aloyius hehe)
then we go 5th floor n slp
walao slp til half way rain lor
gd tink i go away
but toooo bad 4 violet
she get wet all over...>.<>

then bot 4 30
we take our bags n go off
saw daddy
he was damn wet from head 2 toe lor
then we go cwp n walk
pat me n violet
we go crystal jade n buy chicken wing
then go somewhere n eat

the chicken sooo damn nice lor
feel lyk eatin one more again

dats all 4 todae
cya
bubi..........

2006-04-11T00:27:00.000-07:00

Todae soo sian...
Nth ta do in skool...
Lesson as usual...

first period assembly
then science...do dunno wad DNA experiment
then recess
then mt...soo noisy in class lor
after tt is eng~do fileling
then maths...its was damn damn cold durin tt lesson brrr...
soo boring till i wanna slp +_+
after maths is lit we do ex book n mr tsung give us e ans

now im soo tired tink i go slp now
soo tata>.<
cya
bubi..............

2006-03-31T17:50:00.000-08:00

Hhahaha...thxxx soo muchie 4 helppin wif moi new bloggie pris~luv ya

~yesterday in class nth much happen but...

e dae b4,it was a realli gd dae (i tink)~we eat in class

guan ming zhen da de eat....soo gd rite~tt was durin

science lesson we need ta do dunno wad enthic tingii~

then we need ta say bubi ta miss ho cos she's leavin or smth

Haiz....

then after tt got lit i tink...but anyway durin lit,

e guys throw balls (paper balls) around e class n tt mr tsung

dun even care...then joel or someone else (not sure!!) throw e ball

n it nearly...almost hit mr tsung but it did not....

Then after tt i went hm...slp till 6 plus~then hav dinner

todae jux woke up n blog...lol

gtg cya bubi

2006-02-24T18:15:00.000-08:00

Hi!! im back sry ya my last blog has jux past away tts y....tis is my recarnation blog hope u guys lve it...mon is ct1 i dunno wad 2 study leh...haiz hate everything hate hate hate......i dun lyk my life now. I HATE MOI SELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN'T DO A SINGLE TING RITE, CAN'T KEEP MOI RELATIONSHIP,CAN'T HAVE VERY GOOD RESULTS,.....CAN'T DO TIS CAN'T DO TT HATE EVRYTHING......tink i gone 2 far sry...i will stop here bb.